Thursday, January 31, 2008

frustrated

ok. so i had this religious ephiphany that i should stop having sex until i get married. thing is, i'm already engaged and have no date set within the near future. i take this seriously - to the point of no touching or fondling, not even masturbation (although i slipped three times so far)...just good old fashioned hand holding and kissing on the lips.

i did this in part to drive fiance wild and hopefully bring out his inner don juan and pray that he seduces me....but mostly again it was for religious purpose.

unintentional side effects are frustration and an undeniable sense of high-strung attitude. damn this "great" idea.

this started all in october 2007. and it seems as if i'll get married in 2010...and the fiance is watching porn!!! darn.

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